Somewhere Only We Know

So I've been trying to talk to you for the longest time actually ever since I first saw you, but the thing with me is that I'm super quite, shy, and just plain awkward so its really hard for me to try and start a conversation with you. I guess you could say I'm just nervous that I will say something stupid and make my self look even more like an idiot which is 100% true. I can talk about you with my friends but when it comes face to face talk about awkward silence. Plus it doesn't help we don't have any classes together at school so there's no way we could be paired up and class and have to talk.  Another reason is because I think you already think I'm awkward and weird based on when ever you see me I'm either not doing anything or making a complete fool out of my self. So how do I get over that and talk to you well it would be easier if you just started the conversation and brake the ice then maybe I would have an easier time talking to you. The thing is I feel you actually don't even know who I am. Every time I say to myself or friends I'm going to talk to you I just freeze up and quickly walk away before I loose my dignity or you aren't even around. Your probably thinking man this girl has social issues well your kinda right and kinda wrong. First off its a guy and I'm not good at talking to guys that I like if they aren't my friends so yea I bet your no better (I'm probably wrong on that second part.) Second I don't like drawing a lot of attention to my self and looking like a fool under circumstances I may to the complete opposite. So if you could make the first move or I learn to become less awkward I would love to get to know you better. The song I leave you guys with today is "Somewhere Only We Know" - Glee Version. ~Veronica <3