Birthdays

I'm super excited because my birthday was this past Wednesday and I had my birthday party yesterday and it was awesome!! I just love birthday's so much because I feel like its your special day to stand out and shine. For my birthday I got a guitar from my parents and an Itunes card, and One Dirction magazine from my little sister. For my party we went to Golden Coral and had a blast with the chocolate fountain ahahaha. Yesterday I got another ITunes card, and candy corn from my friend Liz, I got the One Direction book, and a "Keep Calm and Carry On" bookmark from my friend Madelyn, I got a shirt, gum, and the One Direction book from my friend Ingrid (hehe now I have 3 copies of the One Direction book.. hehe I returned the them and got the money back on my giftcard), I got gum and 10 dollars from my friend Mackenzie and the same thing from her sister Marybeth, I got Bath and BodyWorks lotion from my friend Laurin, I got the Avengers DVD, the Avengers poster, and nail polish from my friend Hannah, I got $20 Barnes and Nobel giftcard, and Harry Potter Jelly Beans from my friend Lynn, I got a Vera Bradly purse from my friend Lily. We then watched the Avengers movie while we waited for their parents. I'm also getting the season 1 DVD of Teen Wolf and something else from my grandparents, then my best friends from Ohio are sending me a birthday package and I can't wait to receive that. All in all I had an amazing birthday and I loved spending it with my friends and just having an awesome time!! Hope you all are having an awesome weekend. The song I leave you all with is "Feel Again" by One Republic. ~Veronica <3

Somewhere Only We Know

So I've been trying to talk to you for the longest time actually ever since I first saw you, but the thing with me is that I'm super quite, shy, and just plain awkward so its really hard for me to try and start a conversation with you. I guess you could say I'm just nervous that I will say something stupid and make my self look even more like an idiot which is 100% true. I can talk about you with my friends but when it comes face to face talk about awkward silence. Plus it doesn't help we don't have any classes together at school so there's no way we could be paired up and class and have to talk.  Another reason is because I think you already think I'm awkward and weird based on when ever you see me I'm either not doing anything or making a complete fool out of my self. So how do I get over that and talk to you well it would be easier if you just started the conversation and brake the ice then maybe I would have an easier time talking to you. The thing is I feel you actually don't even know who I am. Every time I say to myself or friends I'm going to talk to you I just freeze up and quickly walk away before I loose my dignity or you aren't even around. Your probably thinking man this girl has social issues well your kinda right and kinda wrong. First off its a guy and I'm not good at talking to guys that I like if they aren't my friends so yea I bet your no better (I'm probably wrong on that second part.) Second I don't like drawing a lot of attention to my self and looking like a fool under circumstances I may to the complete opposite. So if you could make the first move or I learn to become less awkward I would love to get to know you better. The song I leave you guys with today is "Somewhere Only We Know" - Glee Version. ~Veronica <3 

Ruff Times

What do you do when your having a ruff time? Getting over it and ignoring it are the hardest problem I find myself facing. My birthday is coming up on Wednesday and its slowly inching along it just seems like everyone forgot, or doesn't really care. Maybe I'm just expecting too much or expecting to early. Lately I've been having some problems with "friends" and family. How do you escape that when your surrounded by books, TV shows, songs, and movies that make everything look so easy. They either don't have problems or if they do they end up happy in the end unless its something actually based on life and the ending does end up jacked up. Fighting fire with fire doesn't seem to get me anywhere and trying to tell other people only seems to get them involved and choosing sides and someone always seems to get hurt. Why is life so frustrating because right now I'm a teenager and the heavens are screaming lets make her life suck right now!! Its like hey my birthday is coming up spare me and wait till another time I need something good to happen to me. Maybe its also because people irritate me so easily and I snap back with an annoyed and irritated tone and they totally go all spaz on me and its like calm your self the only reason I snapped back was because you made it so easy with your annoyance and irritation so basically you put this all on your self. At least that's how I see it a lot of the time. School isn't helping either with is random throwing of homework here and there and quizzes and testing popping up every week. Its like give me a break I can only "study" for one thing throughout the whole week. So right now your probably thinking A) I'm super lazy and B) I complain a lot. Or C) I spend all my time sitting at my laptop pouring out my feelings to people.Well I guess your partly correct but not most of the time. I mean we all get lazy at times and no one can not complain I mean everyone has to get irradiated and annoyed with something no matter what that something is. No I don't spend ALL my time pouring out my feelings to people that's what my diary and phone is for. So this is why I plan spending my weekend watching movies and eating its a pretty well thought plan if I don't say so my self and it keeps me out the of "know" and "drama" for at least a little bit. What I need is a very long weekend or break just to think about things and keep to myself. Now don't go thinking keeping to myself leads to something bad. I'm not one of those stereotyped teens. Well I will stop pouring out how I feel to you guys and go on with my idiotic life for the time being (no that is not a suicidal reference you nimrods.) The song I leave you guys with today is "Amber Waves" Erin McCarley. ~Veronica <3

Fall

I'm so excited for Fall to finally be here. I just love the fall for so many reasons. The leafs fall therefor we can make leaf piles and jump in them. It starts to get colder so jeans, sweaters, fun hats, boots, hot chocolate, candy etc. Also that means Halloween is closer and I love Halloween because you get free candy and get to dress up as anything you want without being highly judged!! Also the candy corn starts coming out by the bags and I freaking love candy corn its one of my favorite candy's. My amazing friend bought me bag already and I was super duper happy haha. Then you get to carve pumpkins!! I love pumpkins heeehehe! FALL WOOT WOOT.Following Halloween you get to Thanksgiving break and then BAM Christmas comes and I love Christmas so much!! I'm excited because I'm not staying home for Christmas woot woot time with the family and presents hehe plus a long break from school!!! To me Fall couldn't get any better I'm just super pumped only 5 days till the first day of Fall woot woot!! Which means only 10 days till my birthday and I'm super duper extra pumped for my birthday hehehe!!! I love being a Fall baby its probably why I love Fall so much hehe. Today I'm going to a farm and it just looks like fall minus the falling leaves today so I'm happy for that FARM PARTY HERE I COME!! Hope you all have a great rest of the week. The song I leave you all with today is "Love Shine Down" By Olly Murs. ~Veronica <3

Update September 9, 2012

Hello readers how is everyone doing? I can't believe its already September!!!! I'm super excited because my birthday is coming up in 17 days woot woot!! Niall Horan's birthday is only 4 days away AHHHHHH can't wait!! Well this weekend seemed to fly by for me. I had a great Friday night at my friends house we had an awesome sleepover. Saturday I chilled and I started sewing a dress and today I finished it and it turned out pretty good but next time I will make less mistakes haha. I'm super duper excited because there is a One Direction pop up store in Chicago, IL and my mum has to go there for a business trip like always and its open while she is there and its right by her office so she is going to stop in it and buy me something for my birthday and take pictures of it. Is she an amazing mum or what ahhhhhh can't wait!!! I'm also happy because my parents finally moved a couch into my room and its super awesome woot woot. I just finished the 3rd book "The Rise of Nine" in the "I am Number Four" series and it was awesome I highly recommend you go buy it and read the it of course read the first 2 books before haha. I'm also excited for the new show Revolution to start I got to watch the pilot on their website and its really  good so I'm happy for a show to start that I can watch. I'm also super happy for the 4th season of Glee to finally start Thursday. I hope you all have an amazing rest of the week. The song I leave you all with today is "I Feel Like Dancing" - All Time Low. ~Veronica <3

Video of the week #4 "Pitch Perfect Official Trailer"

So this (very very late) week's video is "Pitch Perfect Official Trailer....." am I the only one who looks super pumped to see this movie!?!?! First off its looks hilarious and I love that kind of singing I'm defiantly seeing it as soon as it hits theater October 5th or 6th. Then defiantly buying it when it comes out on DVD and that's saying something because I haven't even seen it yet. I think this movie will be a big hit and this will be a movie that you and deffers I will want to see more then once! Hope you guys enjoy this trailer as much as I do. An update will be coming in the next couple of days. Have a great rest of the week!! ~Veronica <3