Someones Rag Doll

Hey everyone sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I'm a busy girl I guess you could say haha. Well I had a fantastic Christmas and Winter Break in Florida and back home. I hope everyone else did the same and enjoyed their time off.  For Christmas I finally got my own laptop so I'll be able if I try harder to post more! I know what your thinking shouldn't she already have her own laptop I mean you think I would with everything I do and how much I spend on a computer (forever alone ;).. ) I mean I did have a laptop awhile back before I started my blog, but that one is really slow, old and just completely frustrating for a writer like mwa. Lately I've just been so sad and not sure what I want and misunderstood, and I don't like it one bit so what better way then to vent what I feel to my blog where someone out in the world of the internet just might understand even if they don't reach out. I don't like where I live and I've made that very clear to my family, but it just seems like they still don't understand how miserable and sad I've felt ever since I've lived where I do. This past year I haven't felt me. The me inside me just wants to travel and not care what other people think about that. My school is no better. They put so much pressure on college and I've still got a couple years before I head off to college. I'm not ready to decide where I want to go off and learn for another four years. I want to live my life and not be pushed in a direction that I'm not ready for. Even if they are a "top/high ranked" school it doesn't mean they make me one of their stupid little rag dolls. Given the option I would go back to my old school and town any day even if it isn't the "top/highest ranked" school in the country. It's where I felt like myself and wasn't pressured for decisions I shouldn't be making until a couple more years. I'm so very much looking forward to summer break where I can escape from them. I wish I could just travel the stars with The Doctor (look em up if you don't know what I mean) that's all I want and I wish it could come true, but a girl can dream can't she. Well I hope everyone had a great break and the song I leave you all with is "Put Your Hearts Up" By: Ariana Grande. ~Veronica <3

P.S. Harry Potter World is freaking wonderful and amazing!! <3