Decisions

Decisions are something that everyone on this planet are faced with. Wither it be what  to eat, what to wear, where to go, who to be friends with, what to like, etc. Recently I've been trying to make a decision school wise. Truthfully and honestly you all know I'm not satisfied where I live and the school I go to. I've been really thinking and I've given the thought on homeschooling. I just feel that I would be better off because my main focus is to learn and there are too many distractions at my school. I've always like one on one things when it comes to anything. I feel more open to ask questions and I don't feel embarrassed for shy. Yet when in High school there is Homecoming and Prom. I've given thought to those factors too, and in really they are just dances and its high school and in 30+ years am I really gonna give a second thought to them. I can go anywhere and dance. You're probably also thinking well then she is going to become socially awkward then?  Ummm no I still have friends that I can hang out with. I don't need to be with a bunch of annoying people in a class room to get education. Like I said before I'd rather be on a  one to one learning basis. Plus if we ever had to move again which is always a factor in my family. Then I wouldn't have to worry about having to adjust to the new school and its surroundings. This would also give me a better opportunity for pursuing my music ability. I have a ton of friends at church and my old dance studio who are homeschooled and their education is fine and they are all great people. I don't need a public or private school to graduate high school.  I just hope my parents are up for this cause they always said to follow my heart and that's exactly what I'm doing. The song I leave you all with is "Zero Gravity" IM5. ~Veronica <3

2012 a Year of Traveling

If I could sum up 2012 is a couple of the words it would be "2012 a Year of Traveling." I love traveling and going to new places and just going on vacation, and this past year my family had lots of opportunity's to travel. Through school last year I got to go to Atalanta, GA. I had never been through and I loved getting to see the city, and go to the Coke museum, aquarium,  Hard Rock cafe, and go to a 4 star restaurant  It was a very memorable trip and I loved that I got to go with out my family ;) haha. Over the summer and spring break I got to visit my best friends in Ohio and we had a blast hanging out. It's always hard to move from people you have know practically half your life and only see them during breaks. Yet it's something you can look forward to and you'll know you'll have the time of your life with them. Like I always do with them when I visit them. My favorite visit to Ohio was when I surprised them. The look on their face's were the best. Also over the summer I got to go to Charlotte, NC for the One Direction concert. That was an great trip not only because I got to stand outside the boys hotel while they were in it and enjoy seeing them so close and in person, but the fact that I got to be with my family there too. We had such fun in Charlotte. Along with that we went down to our Cabin also in North Carolina for my grandpa's birthday and 4th of the July like we always do. Even if we have to go to the McDonald's or GA to get WiFi I always find myself having fun. My family and I love going to the 4th of July peanut drop and outdoor fest. More recently I got to visit Ohio once again, because I never visit their ;) hehehe. Like always my friends and I had a blast hanging out. After Ohio my family got to visit Chicago. Personally my sister and I haven't been to Chicago probably since she was born in 2004. So it was really great to see family and old friends even if it was for a funeral. Then over Christmas Break my family went down to Florida where I was born. I always love going to Florida cause of the beaches, warm weather, and my family. Also I got to visit Florida a couple of other times earlier in the year. Those were just a few of my favorite vacations and trips from 2012. I'm looking very forward to more traveling in 2013. Hopefully I'll get to travel to my first foreign country! Hope everyone has a great rest of the day and week. The song I leave you all with is "Say You're Just a Friend"- Austin Mahone. ~Veronica <3

Look For That Little Bit of Sunshine!

I'm back with more of my "wonderful" life! I bet your glad to hear more ranting and life complaints now aren't you. It was truly makes your day! So I bet you have noticed that from my last couple of post I've been having a not so fun past couple of days. Yet thankfully there have been and are those small moments of happiness. When my sister irritates me and I get in trouble I find that later on I get to spend time with my mum as we watch "Doctor Who", but then she thinks we are done. When we have only watched a couple of episodes and goes upstairs and doesn't come back. That really upsets me, but I know she gets tired after a long day at work or a long day at treatments. I could never stay mad at my family for those little things. Then I'm up all time trying to prove points to them and the next thing I know I have to get up for dreadful school. So I'm really in a no better mood and god knows how irritating the people at my school are minus the select group of people I can actually tolerate. So lunch and funny moments with my friends are really the only things that make me happy at school. Your probably thinking doesn't she like her teachers. Well sometimes I do and sometimes I don't because they usually decided to seat me next to the most intelligent moronic people (sorry if I offend anyone, but the truth is the truth. Deal with it.) Plus the stupid town where I live nothing ever exciting happens (my definition of exciting is way past what the hill-billy's here think "exciting" is.) So going on Facebook and seeing all my friends and family that are lucky enough to not live where I do and their exciting post and travels. I really have to right the envious-ness. So the little bit of sunshine in my life is music, movies, food, and my family (when they are not super irritating and annoying.) The "moral" of this post I guess you could say would be even if your having a ruff time try and look for that little bit of sunshine. Well that's pretty much it. Follow me on Twitter @itsveronica98 . Have a great rest of the day and week. The song I leave you all with today is "Lucky Strike" - Maroon 5. ~Veronica <3
                                                       

Someones Rag Doll

Hey everyone sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I'm a busy girl I guess you could say haha. Well I had a fantastic Christmas and Winter Break in Florida and back home. I hope everyone else did the same and enjoyed their time off.  For Christmas I finally got my own laptop so I'll be able if I try harder to post more! I know what your thinking shouldn't she already have her own laptop I mean you think I would with everything I do and how much I spend on a computer (forever alone ;).. ) I mean I did have a laptop awhile back before I started my blog, but that one is really slow, old and just completely frustrating for a writer like mwa. Lately I've just been so sad and not sure what I want and misunderstood, and I don't like it one bit so what better way then to vent what I feel to my blog where someone out in the world of the internet just might understand even if they don't reach out. I don't like where I live and I've made that very clear to my family, but it just seems like they still don't understand how miserable and sad I've felt ever since I've lived where I do. This past year I haven't felt me. The me inside me just wants to travel and not care what other people think about that. My school is no better. They put so much pressure on college and I've still got a couple years before I head off to college. I'm not ready to decide where I want to go off and learn for another four years. I want to live my life and not be pushed in a direction that I'm not ready for. Even if they are a "top/high ranked" school it doesn't mean they make me one of their stupid little rag dolls. Given the option I would go back to my old school and town any day even if it isn't the "top/highest ranked" school in the country. It's where I felt like myself and wasn't pressured for decisions I shouldn't be making until a couple more years. I'm so very much looking forward to summer break where I can escape from them. I wish I could just travel the stars with The Doctor (look em up if you don't know what I mean) that's all I want and I wish it could come true, but a girl can dream can't she. Well I hope everyone had a great break and the song I leave you all with is "Put Your Hearts Up" By: Ariana Grande. ~Veronica <3

P.S. Harry Potter World is freaking wonderful and amazing!! <3